Mushy pingrene can have its down-time as well

Oh yes.

Angry moments, Teary moments, Hair pulling moments, lovey-dovey moments. We sort of had a culmination of all of that in the month of April.

Started with "I now have second thoughts about the thalessimia thingy" to hugging & crying in the park with "what now, where is this relationship heading to" .....to....... "what if we both have thalessimia then does it mean we cant have kids" to now....

"Let God"

Some wonder why aint I angry with Baby for bringing this up? I must admit I was at first. Really upset that a man whom I love is "checking the cow". It makes me feel like this whole relationship is a transaction that brings me to a preliminary conclusion of a "shallow love". Its worse when there's no avenue for me to clarify my own doubts / prelim conclusion, not with baby's "all quiet nature". Having said that, after the ordeal, baby's been kind enough to speak up more to make sure I do not "hu si luan siang". Appreciate that nice gesture :-)

So 30May, the day when baby turns 31 is the very day we both shall do our Pre Marital Check up at Raffles Medical. Apart from costing us $ 700 for a check up, the fact that it happens on baby's birthday is a true memory to bring along in our lives.

From the ordeal, we grew closer and realise how much we mean to each other.

So am I angry with whatever that happen? I am beginning to understand what it means by "blessing in disguise"

And yes, we leave it to God.

As baby puts it, if it is meant to be, it is meant to be. Shouldnt have to be that hard.